I Miss You

Nov. 2, 2010 | BOREDOM STRIKES
Pretty much to say, "Sembreak ba yon? Akala ko long weekends lang."
I was just writing this short poem about how I miss you.
Crazy, isn't it? Impromptu poem.
"Nothing but just a waste of time.", you might just say.
Well, whatever it is...
Here it goes...

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I MISS YOU

4 months felt like 4 years.

All days were flooded by tears.

Longing that somehow you're with me,

Like those times we used to be.

It seems that you're so numb;

And I'm just nothing but dumb.

Looking for some other light,

Amidst the darkness of the night.

Still, you're the one occupying,

This space in my heart beating.

Fly and go across the seas,

But please don't forget... PLEASE?

I know in my heart,

A part of you still remains;

Remains forever constant part;

'Cause YOU, no one can compare.

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See?

Actually this one's included on a letter.

Silly, I was just planning to say hi and know how are you doin'.

Maybe, I'm still that emo kiddo we're talking about whose habits include writing poems.

Okay, I hope you will like this.
I made it so fast so it's really short.

I'll give it to you when we see each other again.

Forever 16

Sana araw-araw laging 16 na lang... OCTOBER 16. :)

Saturday. Last day of Final Examination. I took Microbiology and Parasitology exam.
*sigh*

He didn't take the exam today because his payments aren't settled yet.
Probably by next week, he'll take special examination for Micro-ParaMORE. LOL.

Today is also DOTA day.
Utol, Arjay, Kevin and him played DOTA after our examination.

MEETING PLACE:

Puregold Cainta.

VENUE:

Computer shop near ICCT Main Campus

WHAT DID I DO WHEN THEY'RE PLAYING?
Oh well, it was one hell of a time with Facebook, YouTube, Plurk and Blogger.

I watch WOTL.
So freaking funny!

Sobrang ingay talaga ng boys maglaro!
Amp! haha.
Natatawa na lang ako.
I can see on their faces naman na nag-eenjoy sila that moment.
Mas lalong nagpayabangan sa kanilang galing sa paghawak ng mga preferred nilang DOTA Heroes.

But then, habang napapasarap sila sa paglalaro....

*BOOM!*

POWER SHUTDOWN.

Ecstatic.
Sa loob-loob ko lang, sa wakas natapos din!
HOHO.
Natawa talaga ako.
Ganyan yung mga eksena para maawat sila.
Kung sinasaway na siguro sila ng mga nanay nila, huhugutin sa saksakan.

Okay. Naawat din.
Pero di pa rin tumigil sa kwentuhan sa naganap na laro.
Nakakatuwa talaga.
Kahit OP ako, di nila alam sila ang OP sa isipan ko.

After: EAT EAT FISHBALLS, CHICKEN BALLS, KIKIAM, and HOTDOGS.
YUM YUM! Sige kain lang, masarap kasi may Hepa A. LOL.

The rain is pouring so hard.

We can't get out of that dark place. Haha! Dark place pa talaga.

I thought bagyo na yon. Di pa pala.

Baha na sa labas! Darniiit.

All we have to do is call a pedicab or tricycle.

Okay. Dahil si tanging babae ako, di na ko nakatiis.

Kuha ang payong, lusob sa ulan, tawid sa mga platforms...
"Manong pasakay!"

Then manong pedicab responds to my call and offers his pedicab.
Akala ko ako lang ang sasakay.
I didn't expect that he'd be the one to ride with me on the pedicab.
Uyyy... kilig!

Dull moments.
Silly.

RCBC na kami bumaba.

Pinasundo namin yung tatlo.

Kaso naglakad na pala! Tumila na kasi ulan eh.

So sa loob na lang daw magkita.

Oh edi masaya na naman ang lola n'yo nang bonggang-bongga!

Gumala.
Tingin-tingin.
I changed my clothes na rin which took me about 15 min?
Babae talaga... tsk tsk!

After that, we meet with others in Folded and Hung.

UWIAN NA PALA?

Eh nagugutom kaming dalawa.

So we decided to stay, sila umuwi na.

Uyy... date na talaga ito!

ASA! *hahaha*

KFC or TOKYO TOKYO?

Di makapagisip ang LOLO n'yo...

Sabi n'ya Tokyo na lang daw.

Pero napansin walang Spicy Tuna Rolls.

Deym.

So lipat kami sa ROBINSONS.

On the way, naisip n'ya... TERIYAKI BOY na lang daw!

Sabi ko, "Where?"
Sa SM Marikina daw...
"Meron ba don?"
Meron daw... Nalito na ko.
Pagdating sa SM.
Oh man!
Mahal don...
Karate Kid nga pala yung sinasabi ko sa kanya dati.
Nalito na talaga ako.

Kinauwian pa rin namin Tokyo Tokyo.
Pero sana nag-RAMEN na lang kami sa TERIYAKI BOY.

*BUSOG* Busog-tuta na naman si Jamille.

Heto pa,

Napangiti na naman ako.

Uwian na daw kasi may practice pa raw sila sa church.

So sige, "Bye bye, ingat ka.", sabi namin sa isa't-isa.

Tapos sige lakad na ko palabas.

Nang malapit na ko sa may overpass, biglang may tumawag sa akin.

"Jam! Jam! Jam!"

S'YA. S'ya pala!

Uyy... hinabol ako nang bonggang-bongga!

Kilig na naman!

So gumala na lang kami...
Tumingin kami first sa Watsons.
He wants to buy Facial Scrub.

Then, uber gala talaga.

Tapos sa Dept. Store may nakitang...

*1st BOOM*

GLEE SHIRTS!

WOW! I love them all! Pati s'ya

*2nd BOOM*

WALK SHORTS!

Gustong-gusto na n'ya!

Ayon, ipinili n'ya ko. :)

"Music is my life.", yung pinili n'ya.

CUTE! Ganda-ganda! Kaya naman s'ya yung laging gusto kong kasama 'pag bibili ng damit eh.

^_^

Nauwi s'ya sa pagbili ng L'oreal Charcoal Facial Scrub!

Chuchal!

Sabi ko, "Nagpapagwapo talaga ah!"

Sabi n'ya. "S'yempre naman!"

Sabi ko ulit, "Wag na, di mo na kailangan. Gwapo ka na eh!"

HAHAHAHAHA.
Gugulong ako sa kakatawa.
Bumanat talaga.
Pero totoo naman ah.

Sabi ko pa, "Ikaw na rin may sabi non na makuntento ka na kung ano yung meron ka."
Kasi sabi naman n'ya na, "Di mo na kailangan magpaputi pa."

:) Sweeeeeeeeet talaga.

Masaya ko talaga ngayong araw na 'to!
So happy!
Sha-la-la-la!
It's so nice to be happy!

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1.03.01

A Life with someone like... YOU.

There's just one person I would like to offer this blog.
It's for the reason that this person really broke (as in million pieces)
my heart for the first time in my entire life...


This person is called by the name, NICO.

He didn't even really care at all.
It's as if we had nothing before.

blah*blah*blah

His Poem For Me

*rawr*


.a hug from you makes me complete
..a dash of your smile gives me a treat
...a word I LOVE YOU from you hits me really hard in the spot
....leaving the one who hurt you to rot

.your stare melts me down
..like an ice cream; it takes away my frown
...a glimpse of your hair makes me want to need you more
....more than anyone could needed you before

.so I tell you this my one and only love
..that my love for you is pure and true like the heavens above
...and if anyone will break us apart
....I will fight for our love even it causes to stop the beats of heart


.I will love you forever and ever more
..cause you're the only one that I adore
...and my heart screams only for your name
....it's like my own NIRVANA that I finally attain.





...hehehe....i love you mallows ko :]

The First Poem

The sweetest words that I couldn`t say;
I wrote it down for you to stay.
These words came from the bottom of my heart, It`s true.
I wrote it from me to you.

I`m captured by your gazing eyes;
And blinded by your lovely smiles.
Surrounded by your unconditional love,
That`s sent down from the heavens above.

I can`t help to ask myself, why I fall for you?
I think it`s simply because I saw the true meaning of love from you.
Without your presence, I`m feeling blue,
Weak, sad and don`t know what to do.

Oh how I really love you so much!
Take this proposal and say what you want.
I don`t care if how long will I wait for you;
All I need to know is that you need me, too.

I will be your shield from any storm.
I will put away all your pain that have been left throned.
`Cause I don`t want to lose you even a single sight;
And I`m scared that I won`t find another like you in my life.

Until the day I die, this I promise you;
I will sing your favorite song through and through,
Hold your hand like lovers do;
And say this last words, "I love you."


by Art Nicolo Datuin Donato
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I totally freaked out...

This poem and a bouquet of white roses... (My favorite. :>)
AHHH! That`s why he`s asking me what flowers do I prefer.

and I said, "White roses."

...

*smiles*

Nananahimik ako that time.

They set me up...

"Jeica... Lovely... and JULIE."

This is how it all started... :)

How sweet it is. <3

The Sweet Nothing

..beep..beep..
*pressing the call button*

Marsh: He...Hello, Mallows..

Mallows: Hello, Marsh? Oh? It`s already midnight, what`s the matter?

Marsh: I... I just had a nightmare and I was so scared.

Mallows: Really? Uh, I had, too. I was about to---

Marsh: ---have an ACCIDENT...
I was so stupid `cause I wasn`t there to keep you safe from harm...

Mallows: You--- You`re dreaming the same thing, too?

Marsh: Yeah, and I realized that the only thing to do is to wake you up, so that`s why I called.

Mallows: Oh... my... my HERO! Thank you so much, my hubby.

Marsh: And even in dreams, I`ll protect you.
I will always be your knight-in-shining-armor, my princess.

Mallows: *speechless* ...I don`t know what to say...

Marsh: Just say: "I am your damsel-in-distress."

Mallows: I love you so much, my marsh.

Marsh: I love you more, my mallows.

Mallows: C`mon, let`s go back to sleep now and have a sweet dream together.

Marsh: Just don`t let go of my hand, okay?

Mallows: Okees, see you in our dream, my prince.

Marsh: Right at your back, my princess.

*call ended*


"z♥z♥z♥z♥z♥z♥z♥z"


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Actually, he just called me a few minutes ago. :3
And that`s how I came up with this conversation. ♥ :))
Saturday, January 2, 2010 at 1:07am

2:14 a.m. (Two FourTeen – A Valentine Poem)

It’s been a while since we first met;

We were both strangers with different kinds of interest;

In thoughts, love and friends, just another opposite;

I hate it, you love it; you hate it, I love it.

Funny how I was irritated by you lately,

Thinking that you’re like a boy that’s so faulty

Ignorant and arrogant; an ant I’d like to squish.

But I was so wrong; a love, one could ever wish.

We used to talk just like any other

We laughed; we smiled, and joked at another.

I thought to myself, “This guy isn’t really bad at all.”

“I think we could be friends and that’s a call.”

And that is how everything started,

Two human beings acting so warm-hearted

We shared our stories and ideas little by little

And the things that we both want to do and tell.

I was sitting right next beside you

The product of the planned section cue

We become much closer, one step at a time.

Two hearts are together, continue to rhyme.

“I don’t know how or when.” as I asked myself.

This friendship existed, thinking it just grew itself.

But then you made my sleepy head lay on your shoulder;

This caused an electromagnetic power of forever.

It’s the start of something new,

Which left me a mysterious kind of clue.

Feelings of static shocks running in my system,

Making my confused heart, lose its rhythm.

“Hello my insomnia!” oh how I wish I could sleep.

Thus this night puts me to fall into deep.

“Is this for real?” Confusion enters my topic.

Oh please don’t let me feel so frantic.

You showed me the way back into love

My heart is like a flying gentle dove.

Bother not by the fragments of yesterday

You are my savior when I have my mayday.

I just knew it when I felt so yellow-green

I walked out just like any other loser I’d seen.

This feeling I can’t show, pretending I still can.

Afraid of something that might happen again.

I guess I don’t have enough courage

I think I’m not that’s so average

You might give up on me because of my act

But I figured out that’s not even a fact.

Don’t mind the distance and differences

What matters most is, we both had our chances

You belong with me, I belong to you.

No more tears. No more feeling blue.

I’ve found my long lost marshmallow

The thing I waited the most amid my sorrow.

I love thee, more than as I expected to be.

We will face this world, you and me.

As long as we both have each other

Standing strong for more than now and forever

God is with us no matter how long we would last.

My marsh, just keep my heart and don’t lose my trust.

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Finished: 3:58 a.m.

Seashores and Sun

I found you at last.
I thought I will search so vast.
It was then you look at me.
It's you that I able to see.

Then it was awkward at the moment.
I hide just behind the pavement.
Shyly, you approached this time.
You blushed like the red strawberry of all time.

Since then I was distracted by you.
There's no reason for being blue.
You are always by my side.
Erasing the memories you lied.

I see you beside me forever.
When in cold, you take away my shiver.
Smiling and laughing is fun.
Along the seashores and the sun.