I Miss You

Nov. 2, 2010 | BOREDOM STRIKES
Pretty much to say, "Sembreak ba yon? Akala ko long weekends lang."
I was just writing this short poem about how I miss you.
Crazy, isn't it? Impromptu poem.
"Nothing but just a waste of time.", you might just say.
Well, whatever it is...
Here it goes...

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I MISS YOU

4 months felt like 4 years.

All days were flooded by tears.

Longing that somehow you're with me,

Like those times we used to be.

It seems that you're so numb;

And I'm just nothing but dumb.

Looking for some other light,

Amidst the darkness of the night.

Still, you're the one occupying,

This space in my heart beating.

Fly and go across the seas,

But please don't forget... PLEASE?

I know in my heart,

A part of you still remains;

Remains forever constant part;

'Cause YOU, no one can compare.

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See?

Actually this one's included on a letter.

Silly, I was just planning to say hi and know how are you doin'.

Maybe, I'm still that emo kiddo we're talking about whose habits include writing poems.

Okay, I hope you will like this.
I made it so fast so it's really short.

I'll give it to you when we see each other again.

My Cheesy Line Revealed

Imagine that there's a line drawn between you and me.
Just go and find an eraser if you do love me.
From then on, we'll be together.

Anghel sa Lupa?

     How do you like this photograph? You made me smile when you just said to me that my eyes are just like an angel's eyes. Well, as so many people noticed that, you're not the first one to say that. *haha* You really made me happy. Was that a compliment or what? *blah!* Kewl. They say my eyes are my asset, except for that eyebrows! *haha* Whoa! Thank you, Lord for giving me such tantalizing eyes.

BFF :)

Is chemistry still our subject now, isn't it?

I just don't know how to explain this. One thing's for sure that I know is that I don't know of any other couples who ended up like this. Well, except for one I recently discovered. The fact that most breakups result to a non-hi-and-hello scenario. For short, downgraded to strangers again - it's as if they never existed in each others' lives. Funny how it may seems to be like this but I could have agree more to the strangers' scenario. Why? Well, pain's still lingering. Each day, it creeps up on me little by little until it reaches the time to consume me whole. But who am I to conquer love? My love still exists as constant as the moon and the stars. Silly, I'm sounding mushy again. Can't you see? You're still the one I want to be with. You're still the one who makes me happy after the pain set in. You're still my happiness even I'm so mad at you... even I have thoughts in my mind saying that I want to practice martial arts so that I can beat you up like a mad man entangled and caught by a professional detective. So how was it being his bestfriend? Well, it's so nice having bonds with him like window shopping, buying clothes (he chooses my clothes), eating, watching movies, talking too much, sharing ideas and secrets, helping one's problems, imagining wild and out-of-this-world thoughts, laughing at each others' jokes and many to mention. I admit it, I always get mad at him for some reasons that I find reasonable even for him they are not. Maybe, it's the way he ignores the issue but what he really does is to hurt my feelings. I know I became so selfish sometimes, my point is just can he behave even just for me? Can he make it up to me? I don't know until when this relationship will still be existing. I think it's up to me to answer this. All paper works are in my hands now. To go or not to go?

BREATHE AGAIN

Focus on the lyrics of the song...

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This one's for you
You know who you are the one whose song
(Isn't mine anymore)
So here I stand right outside your door and I'm
(Waiting on you)

Holding on to you the things you never knew
Oceans should never come between the sun and the moon
And time should never matter to me and you

I'll be a ghost beside you, let me take your hand
(But you don't feel a thing)
Wanted to stay so I could make you breathe again

Holding on to you the things you never knew
Oceans should never come between the sun and the moon
And time should never matter to me and you

Praying for a sign
Kiss me one more time

Oceans should never come between the sun and the moon
And time nothing will ever matter...
Nothing will ever matter...

I still feel, I still love
Remember that
I still feel, I still love you...

I just wanted to stay
Wanted to stay

- Chicosci                                       

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This song is dedicated for you.
Digest whatever it conveys.

Forever 16

Sana araw-araw laging 16 na lang... OCTOBER 16. :)

Saturday. Last day of Final Examination. I took Microbiology and Parasitology exam.
*sigh*

He didn't take the exam today because his payments aren't settled yet.
Probably by next week, he'll take special examination for Micro-ParaMORE. LOL.

Today is also DOTA day.
Utol, Arjay, Kevin and him played DOTA after our examination.

MEETING PLACE:

Puregold Cainta.

VENUE:

Computer shop near ICCT Main Campus

WHAT DID I DO WHEN THEY'RE PLAYING?
Oh well, it was one hell of a time with Facebook, YouTube, Plurk and Blogger.

I watch WOTL.
So freaking funny!

Sobrang ingay talaga ng boys maglaro!
Amp! haha.
Natatawa na lang ako.
I can see on their faces naman na nag-eenjoy sila that moment.
Mas lalong nagpayabangan sa kanilang galing sa paghawak ng mga preferred nilang DOTA Heroes.

But then, habang napapasarap sila sa paglalaro....

*BOOM!*

POWER SHUTDOWN.

Ecstatic.
Sa loob-loob ko lang, sa wakas natapos din!
HOHO.
Natawa talaga ako.
Ganyan yung mga eksena para maawat sila.
Kung sinasaway na siguro sila ng mga nanay nila, huhugutin sa saksakan.

Okay. Naawat din.
Pero di pa rin tumigil sa kwentuhan sa naganap na laro.
Nakakatuwa talaga.
Kahit OP ako, di nila alam sila ang OP sa isipan ko.

After: EAT EAT FISHBALLS, CHICKEN BALLS, KIKIAM, and HOTDOGS.
YUM YUM! Sige kain lang, masarap kasi may Hepa A. LOL.

The rain is pouring so hard.

We can't get out of that dark place. Haha! Dark place pa talaga.

I thought bagyo na yon. Di pa pala.

Baha na sa labas! Darniiit.

All we have to do is call a pedicab or tricycle.

Okay. Dahil si tanging babae ako, di na ko nakatiis.

Kuha ang payong, lusob sa ulan, tawid sa mga platforms...
"Manong pasakay!"

Then manong pedicab responds to my call and offers his pedicab.
Akala ko ako lang ang sasakay.
I didn't expect that he'd be the one to ride with me on the pedicab.
Uyyy... kilig!

Dull moments.
Silly.

RCBC na kami bumaba.

Pinasundo namin yung tatlo.

Kaso naglakad na pala! Tumila na kasi ulan eh.

So sa loob na lang daw magkita.

Oh edi masaya na naman ang lola n'yo nang bonggang-bongga!

Gumala.
Tingin-tingin.
I changed my clothes na rin which took me about 15 min?
Babae talaga... tsk tsk!

After that, we meet with others in Folded and Hung.

UWIAN NA PALA?

Eh nagugutom kaming dalawa.

So we decided to stay, sila umuwi na.

Uyy... date na talaga ito!

ASA! *hahaha*

KFC or TOKYO TOKYO?

Di makapagisip ang LOLO n'yo...

Sabi n'ya Tokyo na lang daw.

Pero napansin walang Spicy Tuna Rolls.

Deym.

So lipat kami sa ROBINSONS.

On the way, naisip n'ya... TERIYAKI BOY na lang daw!

Sabi ko, "Where?"
Sa SM Marikina daw...
"Meron ba don?"
Meron daw... Nalito na ko.
Pagdating sa SM.
Oh man!
Mahal don...
Karate Kid nga pala yung sinasabi ko sa kanya dati.
Nalito na talaga ako.

Kinauwian pa rin namin Tokyo Tokyo.
Pero sana nag-RAMEN na lang kami sa TERIYAKI BOY.

*BUSOG* Busog-tuta na naman si Jamille.

Heto pa,

Napangiti na naman ako.

Uwian na daw kasi may practice pa raw sila sa church.

So sige, "Bye bye, ingat ka.", sabi namin sa isa't-isa.

Tapos sige lakad na ko palabas.

Nang malapit na ko sa may overpass, biglang may tumawag sa akin.

"Jam! Jam! Jam!"

S'YA. S'ya pala!

Uyy... hinabol ako nang bonggang-bongga!

Kilig na naman!

So gumala na lang kami...
Tumingin kami first sa Watsons.
He wants to buy Facial Scrub.

Then, uber gala talaga.

Tapos sa Dept. Store may nakitang...

*1st BOOM*

GLEE SHIRTS!

WOW! I love them all! Pati s'ya

*2nd BOOM*

WALK SHORTS!

Gustong-gusto na n'ya!

Ayon, ipinili n'ya ko. :)

"Music is my life.", yung pinili n'ya.

CUTE! Ganda-ganda! Kaya naman s'ya yung laging gusto kong kasama 'pag bibili ng damit eh.

^_^

Nauwi s'ya sa pagbili ng L'oreal Charcoal Facial Scrub!

Chuchal!

Sabi ko, "Nagpapagwapo talaga ah!"

Sabi n'ya. "S'yempre naman!"

Sabi ko ulit, "Wag na, di mo na kailangan. Gwapo ka na eh!"

HAHAHAHAHA.
Gugulong ako sa kakatawa.
Bumanat talaga.
Pero totoo naman ah.

Sabi ko pa, "Ikaw na rin may sabi non na makuntento ka na kung ano yung meron ka."
Kasi sabi naman n'ya na, "Di mo na kailangan magpaputi pa."

:) Sweeeeeeeeet talaga.

Masaya ko talaga ngayong araw na 'to!
So happy!
Sha-la-la-la!
It's so nice to be happy!

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Jeepney Love Story

Jeepney Love Story by Yeng Constantino

Sumakay ako sa jeepney

Ikaw ang nakatabi

Di makapaniwala

Parang may hiwagang nadama

Nang tumama sa'yo

Ang aking mga mata

At nagsiksikan na

Dahil tumigil ang jeepney

Sa tapat ng eskuwela

Biglang nagkadikit

Puso ko'y biglang sumikip

At natulala

Sabi nila'y walang hiwaga

Kung wala'y

Ano itong nadarama

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san mapunta

Ayoko nang pumara kung ikaw ang kasama

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko na ahhh

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san pa lumiko

Ayoko nang pumara sana di na huminto

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko na

Kung ikaw ang kasama

(Adlib)

At may biglang sumingit

Natiempo pa sa'ting gitna

Sumimangot tuloy

Ang aking mukha

Mabuti nalang nagbayad yung ale

Sabi nya paabot naman

Nagkadahilan ako

Para ika'y tignan

Nung iaabot ang bayad

Kamay mo na palang nakaabang

Pambihira diba swerte ko naman

Sabi nila'y walang pag-ibig

Kung wala'y

Ba't kumakaba itong dibdib

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san mapunta

Ayoko nang pumara kung ikaw ang kasama

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko na ahhh

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san pa lumiko

Ayoko nang pumara sana din a huminto

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko na

Kung ikaw ang kasama

Manong driver

Wag mo nang ibalik ang sukli ko

Manong driver

Di mo ba alam walang babaan to

Drive lang po ng drive

Wag niyong hihinto

Kahit sa'n mapadpad

Kahit lumipad man tayo

Minsan lang madama

Ang ganito

Pero bigla mong

Hinila ang tali

Sabi mo

"Manong bababa ako sandali"

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san mapunta

Ayoko nang pumara kung ikaw ang kasama

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko na ahhh

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san pa lumiko

Ayoko nang pumara sana din a huminto

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko na

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san mapunta

Ayoko nang pumara kung ikaw ang kasama

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko na ahhh

Ayoko nang pumara kahit san pa lumiko

Ayoko nang pumara sana din a huminto

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko nang pumara

Ayoko na

Kung ikaw ang kasama

(Adlib)

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What if someone you like or let's say, your greatest crush accidentally ride in the same jeepney you are riding?
And what if the only space allotted for him is beside you?
I'll bet you'll feel the rush that you've expected.
Rapid pulse rate.
Breaths racing with your heartbeats


If you'd ask me, I guess I'll faint against his shoulder!

5 Months and 3 Months

NP: 6 Months by Hey Monday

You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
Don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
cause you have that effect on me, you do
Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight, but I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

Months going strong now, and no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me, I love you harder so

Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight, but I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me your hands
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal the heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine

Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me your hands
So please, just take my hand.

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February - The Month of Lies and Betrayal. I'm so sorry, Valentines Day.

5 Months - May to October

May 10 : Unofficial/Cool off ; The conflict was just between of us. But still lingering in sweetness and never-ending don't-leave-me lines to each other.

3 Months - July to October

July : His issue was revealed and everything between us was put to an end. It's over.

July : The worst month ever!

1 Year & 2 Months - We should be now if none of what he did existed. =(

Ewan.

NP: Ewan (Cover) by Imago

"Hindi ko alam kung bakit ka ganyan
Mahirap kausapin at di pa namamansin."

"Di mo ba alam ako'y nasasaktan
Ngunit di bale na basta't malaman mo na ..."

I really do so much...

"Mahal kita. Mahal kita. Hindi ito bola."
Oh ayan ha. Kahit di na `ko umamin pa, bunyag naman talaga. Mula sa puso yan, hindi galing kung saan lang. Bakit nga ba nagagawa ko pang mahalin ka sa kabila ng nangyari? Sa kabila ng mga nagawa mo? Ewan nga. Sadyang nagmamahal pa rin ang pusong sugatan. Hanggang kelan kaya ako magiging ganito sa'yo? Buti ka pa, nagsawa na sa lahat. Ako hanggang kelan? Kelan ba `ko magsasawa sa`yo? Minsan yung mga pagkakataong nagagalit ako, gusto ko nang sumuko. Gusto lang pero di magawa.

Heto pa, gusto pa rin ikaw lagi makasama. Mahirap din pala talaga `pag bestfriend na rin ang turing ko sa`yo. All my secrets, ikaw ang may alam. Hanggang kelan ba `ko mapapagod? Hanggang kelan magtitiis sa sakit na nadarama? Sa totoo lang, sa sinabi mo na rin na against all odds na tayo, noon pa man ganoon na talaga eh! Ano ba sa tingin mo? Bawal pa naman talaga ako eh? Di ba? It justifies lang na at first against all odds na. But why? All I did is to give you a chance, and  I chose to be with you. Isn't that enough? If you really love me, you shouldn't have to leave me like that and lie to my face! You said that I`m the kind of girl who'd really love a guy the sweetest and no one should let me cry. You just ate your words, kiddo! See? All you have to do is to make me cry all over again. Yes, you can make me smile and laugh, too. But why let me cry for those reasons that are full of lies! It's such a shame you have to let me go whereas I love you. Kung ano man yung mga naging kakulangan ko rin madali lang `yon.

And you know what? Sabi mo nga na di ako karapat-dapat na paiyakin at saktan kaya ka lalayo. Alam mo kasama `yan sa relationship. Ah... di mo lang kasi masabi that time na may mahal ka na pala talagang iba. Sana lang sinabi mo na lang, yung di mo na ko pinahirapan pang manghula kasi di naman ako manghuhula. Sana umamin ka na lang. Sana naging tapat ka na lang sa lahat ng tanong ko. Why is everything has to be unfair? You are so unfair. Bakit sa akin mo pa ginawa? Akala ko may paggalang ka sa akin? Minsan ayoko na lang marinig ang mga mabubulaklak mong salita. Di ko alam kung maniniwala pa ba ko o hindi na. Mahirap ibalik ang tiwala, sana alam mo `yan. Gusto ko magtiwala. Nagtiwala naman ako eh. Kaya nga diba pumayag ako sa gusto mo. Pero wala eh. Inabuso mo kabaitan ko. Na-shock ako sa mga issue mo.

Well, bahala ka nga... Naaalala ko pa nga yung mga linya mo na, "Wag kang gagawa ng reasons para iwan kita ha?" May ginawa nga ba ako? Tanungin mo sarili mo. Ikaw ang gumagawa ng sarili mong reasons para iwan mo ko. Mahal mo s`ya, mahal mo ko. Sino ba talaga? Ang OLD SCHOOL mo na para dito, inulit mo pa. Di ka ba nagsasawa sa paulit-ulit mo nang ginagawa? Di ka na ba natuto? I hope and pray sana na na-overcome mo na `yang curse mo na yan - FLIRT even you're in a current relationship. Sana natutunan mo nang maging faithful at di tumitingin pa sa iba. Makontento ka naman. "You must learn from your past mistakes so that next time you can do the rightful thing."

Can't you? Can't you?

"Ngumiti ka man lang sana, ako'y nasa langit na."

Smile. =)

Alam mo...

I really love the way you smile.

Much more is the way you laugh.

Nakaka-inlab lalo.

Parang heaven. =)

INLABABO MUCH AKO!

Engaged Temper

It's all in my head. It's all in my head AGAIN.

*Pfft*

It's Twinsister's birthday today. I greeted her. He greeted her also.

I came early for our HB class for the long quiz. Well, it turned out to be okay. I got 70 out of 100. After-which, I checked his paper and he got 62, that's okay, too. I don't want to elaborate much more with what we did in that class because much of them were about the final examination. Much has been said, he asked me if we're going to eat during our 1-hour break. And I said, "Yes." We went and took our lunch. YUM! (It made my tummy rumble this time.) It's time for our next class so we rushed ahead of time. CM class is on fire! We had our long quiz, too. Darn. This time, again, I checked his paper and he got 32? I can't remember. Oh well, enough with this long story.

It's time for the story proper. After classes, I remembered what we should be doing. The one which we should be submitting in the office is agdjaguhgcjkgjdg!!! Holy mackerol. Just then, I'm asking him if he could help me with that thing. And that I have to produce 1x1 ID picture. But he keeps on like on my mind, Anhirap i-spelling-in ng taong `to di pa sabihing ayaw n'ya edi ayaw... And he also said, Magluluto pa pala ako ng munggo." A sign he's telling that he doesn't like to be with me. Uwing-uwi na baga. So we just stay for a while on the Art and Photography Competition desk. So I went like thinking and thinking, "It's all in my head. It's all in my head again." Here we go again. My temper starts to boil for an average of 38 degree Celsius. It's not that over, yunno. Control was there yet. So I guess, I don't have to talk that time, *GREAT SILENCE* or else... I might turn into a ferocious beast. Just then, he asked me, "Sasamahan pa ba kita sa Sta. Lu.?" I blurted out, "Don ka na lang sumakay, ako na nga bahala eh." SILENCE filled again the whole trip down to that famous-to-all mall. I glanced back in a while to see his face if there's any changes compared to that of when we're still in school. I hate that look he gave me!!!

Inside the mall, he thought of switching to Rob, so we went there. My temper starts to normalize. At the photoshop, we dropped by and just scanned my photo and waited for 30 minutes. This 30-minute of waiting was consumed in a bookstore. MANGA! Oh my... I want to draw anime also! We had this chance to peek on a HOW TO DRAW ANIME book. And guess what? His eyes shined like I'd never seen before. He wants to learn how to draw anime eyes. =))

After reminsicing those books, we go gala and gala around. We went upstairs and there's the Victory Church and... TIMEZONE - the place which we used to play Guitar Hero and Resident Evil when we're still US. I miss that place. Oh, I don't want to remember those happy days with him so went downstairs.

Finally, my photos were finished. "Nagugutom ako!!!" We went to Sta. Lucia again and picked a place where we can eat. His aura this time was changed. Bigla s`yang bumait. We grew tired of eating in Hawkers so we think of somewhere else. It was then that I missed pizza very much. LOTZ'A PIZZA! :)) Yipee! I do remember that place. Our favorite place to eat pizza together. And so as, it's Twinsis' birthday, we kinda celebrated it also. Oh, how I love PIZZA super! BACON BLAZE! YUMMY!

After eating, we walked around at WELLCOM. We saw cute and great phones. HAHA! There we go again with our wildest imaginations. Gusto ko yan lahat. One-day millionaire lang, bibilhin ko na `yan! I missed my iPod so much... *sigh*

I remembered that I had my laptop that time. We watched videos and laughed through and through. How I really love when he's smiling and laughing. Lalo tuloy akong naiinlove. LOL. When the battery went low, it's time to go go.

He accompanied me on the sakayan. Just then, he asked me for a 10php and thanked me for the pizza. I responded only with a smile. I became so speechless again. My weakness stroke through. Nagbago talaga aura n`ya bigla... nakakatawa. He didn't want to come but he ended up being nice to me.

Minsan ayoko na rin maging masyadong mabait sa kanya pero bakit ko pa rin ipinagpapatuloy?
Eh kasi mahal ko...
Ang gusto ko lang naman maging masaya s'ya pag kasama n`ya ko.
Ayoko na masama ang tingin n`ya sa akin. Galit. Ganon.

Kelan ba talaga ako magsasawa sa kanya?

A Fearful Nympholepsy

Here’s a piece of advice – "Let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things aren’t like before. Surely there is someone out there who will love you more."

        I thought that would be easy to do. It's really difficult with what's left in my heart that stands much stronger and more longer. The thing that was left is my love. The love which I can't explain but a wonderful feeling that still lingers on. Moving on is kinda hard to reach. What a fearful nympholepsy! The only thing I know is that I'm subjected to love you. Every now and then, I think of you always: hot or cold, day and night, sunny or rainy and in happiness or even sadness. Sometimes, I see myself being violent in thoughts that I could imagine you being yanked up by me, then thrown into a large pool surrounded by hungry sharks. Morbid, ain't I? Conveying thoughts can be easy but so far, it's unfathomable. You can be whatever you want to be when you interact with me. I don't bite. I just love the way you are and if you'll change into something more negative, then there's no way I'll let you do that. You can be mean and ignorant at me many times. As far as I know, whatever you say and do will not affect and change my attitude towards love in you. I really do not know why I care for you and mostly love you. No words can express how much you mean to me. You are a blessing from above. Thank God I found someone like you in my life. I don't mind what you did to me but as long as my love lingers, I will be staying in love with you. Even if you ask first for just bestfriends, closefriends, specialfriends and siblings, no problem as long as you stay with me... I'll be so much happy. I'll carry on, I know the Lord is helping me lifting my burdens now - especially the pain that I felt, feel, and will feel. Remember everything I said. Remember all those memories we shared. Remember those keepsakes I gave you...

And please...

"Remember me always...

Don't forget."



"If I let you love me, be the one adored."

Glee S2 EP3: “Grilled Cheesus”

In thіѕ episode οf GLEE Season2 Episode 3 “Grilled Cheesus” 

Finn іѕ аbουt tο hаνе hіѕ faith renewed bу a grilled cheese sandwich — аnԁ nοt јυѕt bесаuѕе іt’s ԁеƖісіοuѕ. According tο a nеw Fox press release, Finn wіƖƖ experience аn “existential crisis” whеn hе “sees thе face οf Jesus οn a grilled cheese sandwich” οn next week’s episode, entitled “Grilled Cheesus.” Anԁ here wе thοught thе mοѕt аmаzіng thing tο еνеr appear οn a grilled cheese sandwich wаѕ bacon.
In fact, much οf thе episode wіƖƖ revolve around religion аnԁ spirituality, leading Glee creator Ryan Murphy tο predict thаt thіѕ wіƖƖ bе thеіr mοѕt controversial episode уеt. Kurt’s father, Burt, wіƖƖ bе back next week, facing a “life οr death situation,” meaning thаt wе’ll аƖѕο see thе return οf Finn’s mom, Carole (аnԁ Sam Evans іѕ back, tοο!). Mercedes іn turn wіƖƖ reach out tο Kurt bу taking hіm tο hеr church. Between helping Quinn аnԁ now Kurt, Mercedes really іѕ threatening tο usurp Angelina Jolie’s title οf Mοѕt Helpful Person Eνеr.
Many οf thе song’s wіƖƖ revolve around thе themes οf spirituality аnԁ mortality, including R.E.M.’s “Losing Mу Religion,” Whitney Houston’s “I Look tο Yοu,” Simon аnԁ Garfunkel’s “Bridge Over Troubled Water,” аnԁ Billy Joel’s “OnƖу thе Gοοԁ Die Young.” Sο wе’ll bе hearing songs аbουt death аƖƖ night? Sounds Ɩіkе a party!

The History of Glee Addiction

As simple as it is, it's because of HIM. :P
Silly!

Way back, I was just curious what show it was and that I first saw it in a CD store.

Gah! Then he introduced Glee to me and... *VIOLA!*
He gave me copies in a flash disk.

HAPPY :)

Teenage Drama Queen

NP: Superhuman by Chris Brown ft. Keri Hilson

In that case, I will be recognized as an Oscar's Awardee for being a Teenage Drama Queen. I'm starting to be melodramatic again. Well, as the title goes, you just can't say it's inappropriate. I'm still in the TEEN ages. It's one hell of a time again that I miss him more and more everyday. It's like I'm living a teenage dream: "I finally found you. My missing puzzle piece. I'm complete." I'm going gaga again with what I'm feeling. Why is that when a guy courts a gal and this gal accepts it, then eventually the guy just falls out of love and leaves the gal in the first place? The gal stays loving even more despite of the pain she's going through.

"Weak I had been crying and crying for weeks. How'd I survive when I could barely speak? Barely eat, on my knees." I can't even deny that I'm still crying all over again. And that, even I hate emo, I just let myself being such. Why do I still continue loving and caring for him? I might be called as pathetic and martyr or whatsoever you would call me.
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Can I just walk away and never look back?
Can I just forget easily what's then before the two of us?
Oh, how I wish to run away and get my diploma right ahead of time so that you can't see me anymore...

And that you can't be irritated of me anymore.
It just hurts me like I'm nothing for you.
Oh, how I wish I could turn back time and fix everything right in order that it's as if we didn't let the chance to be in each others' arms.

How I wish we ended up being strangers again like we used to in the past.
But how can I?
Every time I see you...
And every time you do good things to others and even to me, my love grows much stronger than before.

Just the simple you...
Whatever looks you have and clothes you wear...
I just can't explain why does my love stays and clings like as if there's still hope to get back what had been before...

And I love how I get mad at you,
I don't know...

It brings me much more love after seeing myself so dumb to realize what I've done is wrong and that I care for you so much and that I can't even let myself not to talk to you after the fight.

It gives me so much pain ignoring you.

Another is how funny that you get mad back at me.
I remember that when a person who gets mad at you, this person loves you and cares for you.
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I'm not saying that I want to be his girl again or whatsoever you think about.
It's all in the hands of God.
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"Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks, I will be right here waiting for you."
Just REMEMBER that song.
I need to work more with my studies, that's what I'll do today.
So that when you and I are ready according to God's plan, everything's in order.
Or if not, may God find someone that will love you and care for you more than I do.

YOU, MY FAMILY and JESUS are my INSPIRATION.

Thank you for being a true blessing to me!
Continue making me more proud of you.
This time let me say this to you, okay?










"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH."

It may not be forever but as long as I'm alive.

Watch Glee Season 2 - EP 2

Episode 2: Britney/Brittany
When Brittany and the gang try to convince Mr. Schuester to let them do a Britney Spears number, he is reluctant to go that edgy. Meanwhile, an insecure Will is curious about Emma’s new beau, Dr. Carl Howell, so he convinces her to bring him in to talk to the kids about dental hygiene. While the dreamy doc inspires the girls to take their dental health more seriously, Will is left feeling worse than before.
Watch it here: Watch Glee - S2E2

Heather Morris is now trending on Twitter!

Watch Glee Season 2 - EP 1

Episode 1
After a tough loss at regionals, the glee club returns as the underdogs of McKinley High; Mr. Schuester pushes the students to recruit new members; Rachel and Finn disagree on new recruits.
Watch it here: Watch Glee – S2E1

This gotta be so exciting!

Nursing Research Vacation Trip

Hmm? My title looks intimidating. Most likely, you would say that we just had fun relaxing. This is what we called, "petiks" in a way that we just wandered around like a vacation trip! Well, anyway, let's go back. We decided to go to out town - Infanta in the province of Quezon for the gathering of data. Particularly speaking, the primary target we want to fire at is the Katutubo in Gen. Nakar, Quezon, a nearby town of Infanta.


...to be continued.

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1.03.01

Happy Fourteen

My mind's going crazy as I remember the date today - September 14.
Okay. Fine. Happy as it is. One year and one month. "Oh so happy!"
What a memorable day!

INFANTA...
My beloved town.
We're together with our friends.
We went swimming, playing cards and FISHING!

Oh... If he only knew what I'm feeling that time.
Bestfriend, I love you so much.
Even if we're just only bestfriends, I'm still undeniably in love with him.
Even though you broke this heart of mine, I'm still carrying on.
Thank you.

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1.03.01

A Life with someone like... YOU.

There's just one person I would like to offer this blog.
It's for the reason that this person really broke (as in million pieces)
my heart for the first time in my entire life...


This person is called by the name, NICO.

He didn't even really care at all.
It's as if we had nothing before.

blah*blah*blah

His Poem For Me

*rawr*


.a hug from you makes me complete
..a dash of your smile gives me a treat
...a word I LOVE YOU from you hits me really hard in the spot
....leaving the one who hurt you to rot

.your stare melts me down
..like an ice cream; it takes away my frown
...a glimpse of your hair makes me want to need you more
....more than anyone could needed you before

.so I tell you this my one and only love
..that my love for you is pure and true like the heavens above
...and if anyone will break us apart
....I will fight for our love even it causes to stop the beats of heart


.I will love you forever and ever more
..cause you're the only one that I adore
...and my heart screams only for your name
....it's like my own NIRVANA that I finally attain.





...hehehe....i love you mallows ko :]

The First Poem

The sweetest words that I couldn`t say;
I wrote it down for you to stay.
These words came from the bottom of my heart, It`s true.
I wrote it from me to you.

I`m captured by your gazing eyes;
And blinded by your lovely smiles.
Surrounded by your unconditional love,
That`s sent down from the heavens above.

I can`t help to ask myself, why I fall for you?
I think it`s simply because I saw the true meaning of love from you.
Without your presence, I`m feeling blue,
Weak, sad and don`t know what to do.

Oh how I really love you so much!
Take this proposal and say what you want.
I don`t care if how long will I wait for you;
All I need to know is that you need me, too.

I will be your shield from any storm.
I will put away all your pain that have been left throned.
`Cause I don`t want to lose you even a single sight;
And I`m scared that I won`t find another like you in my life.

Until the day I die, this I promise you;
I will sing your favorite song through and through,
Hold your hand like lovers do;
And say this last words, "I love you."


by Art Nicolo Datuin Donato
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I totally freaked out...

This poem and a bouquet of white roses... (My favorite. :>)
AHHH! That`s why he`s asking me what flowers do I prefer.

and I said, "White roses."

...

*smiles*

Nananahimik ako that time.

They set me up...

"Jeica... Lovely... and JULIE."

This is how it all started... :)

How sweet it is. <3

The Sweet Nothing

..beep..beep..
*pressing the call button*

Marsh: He...Hello, Mallows..

Mallows: Hello, Marsh? Oh? It`s already midnight, what`s the matter?

Marsh: I... I just had a nightmare and I was so scared.

Mallows: Really? Uh, I had, too. I was about to---

Marsh: ---have an ACCIDENT...
I was so stupid `cause I wasn`t there to keep you safe from harm...

Mallows: You--- You`re dreaming the same thing, too?

Marsh: Yeah, and I realized that the only thing to do is to wake you up, so that`s why I called.

Mallows: Oh... my... my HERO! Thank you so much, my hubby.

Marsh: And even in dreams, I`ll protect you.
I will always be your knight-in-shining-armor, my princess.

Mallows: *speechless* ...I don`t know what to say...

Marsh: Just say: "I am your damsel-in-distress."

Mallows: I love you so much, my marsh.

Marsh: I love you more, my mallows.

Mallows: C`mon, let`s go back to sleep now and have a sweet dream together.

Marsh: Just don`t let go of my hand, okay?

Mallows: Okees, see you in our dream, my prince.

Marsh: Right at your back, my princess.

*call ended*


"z♥z♥z♥z♥z♥z♥z♥z"


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Actually, he just called me a few minutes ago. :3
And that`s how I came up with this conversation. ♥ :))
Saturday, January 2, 2010 at 1:07am

2:14 a.m. (Two FourTeen – A Valentine Poem)

It’s been a while since we first met;

We were both strangers with different kinds of interest;

In thoughts, love and friends, just another opposite;

I hate it, you love it; you hate it, I love it.

Funny how I was irritated by you lately,

Thinking that you’re like a boy that’s so faulty

Ignorant and arrogant; an ant I’d like to squish.

But I was so wrong; a love, one could ever wish.

We used to talk just like any other

We laughed; we smiled, and joked at another.

I thought to myself, “This guy isn’t really bad at all.”

“I think we could be friends and that’s a call.”

And that is how everything started,

Two human beings acting so warm-hearted

We shared our stories and ideas little by little

And the things that we both want to do and tell.

I was sitting right next beside you

The product of the planned section cue

We become much closer, one step at a time.

Two hearts are together, continue to rhyme.

“I don’t know how or when.” as I asked myself.

This friendship existed, thinking it just grew itself.

But then you made my sleepy head lay on your shoulder;

This caused an electromagnetic power of forever.

It’s the start of something new,

Which left me a mysterious kind of clue.

Feelings of static shocks running in my system,

Making my confused heart, lose its rhythm.

“Hello my insomnia!” oh how I wish I could sleep.

Thus this night puts me to fall into deep.

“Is this for real?” Confusion enters my topic.

Oh please don’t let me feel so frantic.

You showed me the way back into love

My heart is like a flying gentle dove.

Bother not by the fragments of yesterday

You are my savior when I have my mayday.

I just knew it when I felt so yellow-green

I walked out just like any other loser I’d seen.

This feeling I can’t show, pretending I still can.

Afraid of something that might happen again.

I guess I don’t have enough courage

I think I’m not that’s so average

You might give up on me because of my act

But I figured out that’s not even a fact.

Don’t mind the distance and differences

What matters most is, we both had our chances

You belong with me, I belong to you.

No more tears. No more feeling blue.

I’ve found my long lost marshmallow

The thing I waited the most amid my sorrow.

I love thee, more than as I expected to be.

We will face this world, you and me.

As long as we both have each other

Standing strong for more than now and forever

God is with us no matter how long we would last.

My marsh, just keep my heart and don’t lose my trust.

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Finished: 3:58 a.m.

Seashores and Sun

I found you at last.
I thought I will search so vast.
It was then you look at me.
It's you that I able to see.

Then it was awkward at the moment.
I hide just behind the pavement.
Shyly, you approached this time.
You blushed like the red strawberry of all time.

Since then I was distracted by you.
There's no reason for being blue.
You are always by my side.
Erasing the memories you lied.

I see you beside me forever.
When in cold, you take away my shiver.
Smiling and laughing is fun.
Along the seashores and the sun.